I met The Shrink last night. We had dinner and walked around a bit. It was very nice and low key. I’m very interested to see where this one goes. I feel like I can be myself and it’s a wonderful feeling. We had a sweet(hot) kiss good night and made plans to see each other again Tuesday.
Before making plans with The Shrink, I had plans with The Beast for tonight. Finally, getting the sex I have been craving. Then last night happened. And my conscience happened. I cancelled on The Beast this afternoon. It was tough, but I think it was definitely the right choice.
Kevin(roommate) and I went out to dinner tonight. I explained that he nearly set of a nasty anxiety thing Saturday when he started cleaning. I think I scared the poor guy a little, but it was nice to be able to talk about it.
So that’s where I stand tonight. My head is swimming. I’m very much looking forward to tomorrow. It’s been a while since I’ve been this excited to see someone for something other than sex.