Published May 12, 2015 by daisiesloveandpeace

I still don’t have the words to say right now, but I’m going to try.

I got a text yesterday that I never expected, but at the same time was no surprise.

Ron killed himself Sunday night. I don’t know how or why. He didn’t show up for work yesterday and his parents hasn’t heard from him so they sent police out and found him dead in his apartment.

No one had heard from him Sunday. Except me. I received a text Sunday evening that said “Congratualtions on the new boyfriend; I told you you would get over me.”

I ignored him. I wish I hadn’t. I’m so torn up right now. Thankfully, Gigs has been absolutely amazing and by my side this whole time.

Rest in peace.  Your demons are gone now.


8 comments on “Gone

  • I know simple words like “sorry” don’t really help. I’ve been through it. I know the guilt. Don’t be afraid to seek help. I’m glad you have a support system in place.

      • Thank you… it’s been such a struggle, and even writing this now brings back so much of the pain, pain that has never left. I love him so much, even to this day. I’m glad people (even though it’s only a few) are reading it. It means a lot to me, and I’m glad that his story, my story, are helping.

  • Just got back to your blog since forever, and wanted to catch up, and I read this, I am so sorry. I hope you are doing better now. I have been bereaved by suicide, and I can empathise partly, although of course, the grief is your own… Nobody will understand. Sending good vibes. xxx

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